Hey, loves. Been feeling alittle down lately, and there's alot of reasons why. Well, one in particular, but I guess I'll just suck it up and get over it and stop being a baby. I've gotton over it before and I'll do it again, and I'll continue to get over it because that's how it's always going to be. Sorry, just alittle venting..
Anyway, so yeah. I've had alittle bit of a mood change, but I try to hide it, which is going well. I figure if I shove it down and put it off until I'm alone no one will tell I'm feeling down.
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And you know what's weird? I've been having MAJOR/DEJA/VU. It isn't even funny. Lately, I'm remember things I've dreamed about. Speaking of which, I hate my dreams. It's like they're mocking me, seriously. Anyway, back to Deja Vu...Why do we get this thing? It's not typical Deja Vu like most people have, when they just feel they've been in the same place before, but things I've DREAMED about have happened. They're all the same exact things I've dreamed, until the part in real life where I scream out "HOLY SHIT! I JUST HAD MAJOR DEJA VU!".
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So, I've been playing Modern Warfare 2 lately. It's pretty beastly. Finished the campaign about 5 days ago, and I was happy, angry, sad, relieved, excited, and everything! It was awesomeeee. Working on being promoted online now, XD, haven't been getting enough time to play as I would like haha.
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Me and my dad had another WWII conversation tonight. It was pretty cool. I miss my grandpa and wish I could've met him. He would've been one hell of a guy and a pretty cool dude!
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Birthday is the 30th, and I hope it won't be shitty like last year. But then again...stupid expecatations of mine. Oh well.
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Once again, mucho love to ~Fox-Wolf for the subby. Te quiero, mi amigo! I love you, my friend! Expect many more thank you, love. And I hope everything's going smooth for you!
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Well, I'm out. Really trying to draw more. Expct some artzz please.

~~With love, White. <3

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